hi blog tmrw is gonna be a very sad and bad day i think i should actually go to therapy but i am very young and my parents are like no. my mum shouts so much that my throbs with pain so much school is actually also not great. i am passing by but i wanna live and feel things. i feel so fake and bad all the time. my brain just feel so blank and empty. like today in english i could not think of anything. i felt so freakin numb. it was not a good feeling. and it's the same. i go and read other people posts and they all write the same things as mine. are we all in this suffering? well if this is what living feels like then it's better not to. that's why i wait so eagerly for death i suppose.
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