safe space

uhhhh why am i letting boys take over mee soo much?????????????????????????

 yall know what my fucking username over here is it is fucking academic validation. i feel so ashamed i overcomplicate things and then do nothing about them i have let myself down so much 

 guys i think i have become the victim again again i have let a boy take me hostage and i feel so ashamed of myself but now i know who to be  i will be so amazing and kind and beautiful and flawless that people will literally drop down to the fucking knees when they see me  god this is all so fake but i am gonna be so good  just have to wait