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 guys i think i have become the victim again

again i have let a boy take me hostage and i feel so ashamed of myself but now i know who to be 

i will be so amazing and kind and beautiful and flawless that people will literally drop down to the fucking knees when they see me 

god this is all so fake but i am gonna be so good 

just have to wait

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