safe space

dear daksh,  i am starting this new series named 'dear dakh' entries where i will be addressing my daily life and its affairs. i do not want it to be mechanical oh lord. and this i am doing it inspired by myself, actually. reading through my old journals reminds me of how naive and good i was. and i wanna be her so bad. i could fall asleep to my writing.  contrary to what i wrote in my first stanza, i want to state that i might not write about my everyday life. i will just write something for the sake of writing. cause writing is fun and i want to pursue it. speaking of writing, reading,  i wanna get back to reading so damn bad!!!!! ugh i literally cannot get myself to read anything. from lusty wattpad to yuval's literature. i just cannot. but i desperately want to. because reading keeps me sane.  daksh i have been thinking about you during my vulnerable episodes. not too late before you are replaced my someone else lol(no negative energy lol). also why am i so damn ...