safe space

Girls think about their mother. About how her mother's parents failed her. how her husband failed her. Who she couldve been if things didnt happen the way they did, how she was just a teenage girl with wants and dreams just like they are, and how that was all ripped away from her. Girls think about how angry they are at her for letting all that trauma and pain seep through to them, but also the sympathy they have for the inner child inside her that never got to live. But maybe that's just me idk

find beauty in everything. find beauty everywhere you go.  even in the dimmest of the moments  never lose that muskan, because if not it, then what are you?

BOYS WILL NOT RUIN ME. I WILL RUIN THEM 

am i unlovable?? ugh i hate that im coming here for every thing this is supposed be sacred but i cant help it i got issues!

twelfth grade!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  heal me. 

i deserve to die. i don't deserve to live. all that i have been doing everytime everything always goes in vain i am a fucking good for nothing and i will never get it i hate myself and everyone why was i born to suffer i hate it hate it all i wanna die and i know that i will die young. 

i hate myself my friends and my family so damn much. i'd love to escape to the english countryside and milk cows. or die!!!

why do boys exist i hate them sm