i am such an interesting person. people can never get enough of me. i am always surrounded by love and prosperity. everybody loves and adores me. i am the epitome of communication abilities. i never make a grammatical error. everybody is mesmerised by the way i speak. i am surrounded by people whom i like and admire and aspire to become. all my friends uplift me and motivate me. ii love my friends. my friends love me. i study at yale. yale is my dream university and since all my dreams always come true this is also true. it is so easy for me to manifest. i am ethereally beautiful. people admire me and love me. people can never take their eyes off me. i am confident embodied. people are always in awe of me. i have the best and the highest grades. i attract money and wealth by simply being. i am confident and thin. i speak equivocally. i am the best. i am a supermodel.
i think about dying too often. like if i were to end my life sure, there would be people who would care. but, would i care about them caring for me? no. and i am sure that i will never find that typa love and it is okay i am not destined for it. i am destined for people to walk all over me and me standing there with a beguiling smiling face. and i will never be satisfied with myself. and omg muskan you have to come over hating yourself. i think it is tied to my daddy issues and that one girl somehow but idk muskan they do not govern you. i have been hating myself so much these days. it is unhealthy. but im just a teen. and i do. i really do want to make the best of these few days i have. and i know i wont survive past twenty. and i hate it everyday here. the hope that the coming say will be even worse is accepted. you will never be the light muskan maybe the people pleaser one yeah never the badass and that's okay it is written in your you cant do anything but die as soon as possi...
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