i am very malleable person you see, i blend into things very easily almost omnipotently. i have been having a lot of fun these days and my company at school isn't the best. but what to do. i am not very good at hiding things too. i used to be but idk where that part of me went. i hate it at school but i keep reminding myself that I AM NOT A BAD PERSON JUST BECAUSE I DO NOT TALK TO PEOPLE I DO NOT LIKE. and also stop living inside your head and thinking bad about others. because they're gonna grow anyways and you will be stuck in your miserable state. grow muskan. this is the time to grow and you know it. please do not regret this late. and i know that you will not because you already have achieved and it is already yours. the fame, the wealth, the money, the success, your dream life, modelling, everything, you already have it, you just have to sustain it.
this lil place makes me feel so much! and i am so grateful for myself to have created this space for me. i am trying to be more present and write down my thoughts as they occur. in small sentences. but i opened my blog today because i am angry and disappointed in you muskan. you had two frickin' days to prepare for your eco exam but you did not. and you are cramming at 6:52 pm. i feel i am wasting my time writing this, but hey! you've already wasted so much. but no get back to studying because studying will get you places. people-pleasing will only deteriorate your health. i always get the best and the highest grades in each and every exam that i write. and so will i tomorrow. i already have the best and the highest grades in all the exams. i even got into iim bangalore ug data science course and am thriving over there. i love life.
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