i refuse to be a person who wishes so badly for change and then lacks the actions to prove that desire. even though i'm feeling so overwhelmed with the amount of changes occurring and the amount of things i have to do in such a short span of time i will not sacrifice anything i consider a priority. i will adapt to the situations and give my 100% to each and every challenge because back is where the opportunity for growth lies, and as my bestie charles darwin once said "it is not the strongest of the species that survives nor the most intelligent it is the one that is most adaptable to change."
this year was the worst year of my life. but hey i have still got 17 days left but i do not intend to make it better. let it be. i hate my friends so much. and i miss daksh so much. i hate my friends but act all giddy around them and love daksh but pretend to be stern with him. bu they daksh hurt me. even though he has his own family issues he should not impose that on other people. my heart goes out to him i empathise with him and i yearn for him. yearn for our talks. no matter how much he gaslighted me i enjoyed it. but i hope he never makes contact ever again. and i should turn into a lesbian or asexual. idk. because men ew no. i hate how my dad treats my mom. i cannot bear someone treating me like that. my mom should leave him. even though he was caught in infidelity, he has not changed. i still remember that morning where my mum was crying and all family was there except my sister. oh gosh. but worse stuff happen to women outside too. but good stuff too. my only goal in life will ...
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