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I WANNA DIE. NAHI REHNA YAAR. HOGAYA HAI MERA KOTA. IM SO FUCKING DONE. MAAR DO MUJHE. OR ITS BETTER THAT I KILL MYSELF. NAHI REHNA. I WANNA DIE. KUCH NAHI HO RAHA. MARNA HAI. 

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