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future muskan, hi! 

looking back i hope you are in a better state of mind than the one in which you were in whilst in twelfth grade! too much drama, too much self-sabotaging, too much giving attention to boys wanting to ruin your happy self. it is okay if you could not be that girl. what matters is that you showed up every damn day. i am so proud of you for that. the days where you thought - "omg, i am so clueless" - which was practically everyday. but muskan, it is not your fault. there was no handbook, no guidelines whatsover to follow. and my pretty lil scared of taking authority girl, was so miserable and did not know what to do! god is good! maybe i will never be in this position again in my life and since every person experiences something of this sort, this was YOURS! early but what can i say, my baby is precocious. but please study muskan, because you truly are going to be independent and for that you will work hard! you already are. i love you so much and will never let you depriortise your no.1 priority. which is having the best and the highest grades - which you already have. also, you study at nlsiu. bba llb girlie. 

mwah mwah. 

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